For My Sunday Song #84, I am going with “Numb” by Linkin Park. The song is the third single and the final track on their second album ‘Meteora’. The song only reached #31 on the Top 40 charts which is okay because it reached #1 on the Alternative Songs chart where it stayed for a mere 12 weeks.
This song to me was one of the band’s most powerful songs they had ever done up to that point. It was a very dark song and I love dark songs. The subject matter was about kids having to live up to their parent’s expectations and failing. Living as outcasts from their parents and from the world around them. They are smothered and aren’t allowed to be themselves. I have a feeling that more people feel that way then don’t. With Chester Bennington’s death last year, it makes me think how personal this song might have been for him as he sang it with such emotion and feeling.
The video for the song was amazing in that it depicted that very theme with a girl struggling to fit in and having issues with her peers at school and her parents. She ends up cutting herself and the marks spell out Numb on her arm. A real tragic story. The video also intersperses shots of the band performing in a church and I wonder what they were wanting to conveying with that imagery.
The song was later remixed as “Numb/Encore” with Jay-Z and included on their album ‘Collision Course’. That song was okay, but this is the only one I listen to as it made you feel the song more.
Give it a listen and help remember that people are struggling with issues every day and you don’t know what is going on in someone’s life. A kind smile or a simple hello can do more than you could ever imagine. I hope you enjoy! Happy Sunday!
“Numb”
I’m tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don’t know what you’re expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
[Chester Bennington:]
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
[Chester Bennington (Mike Shinoda):]
Can’t you see that you’re smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
‘Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[Chester Bennington:]
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I’m becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
[Chester Bennington (Mike Shinoda):]
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there.
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
I’ve become so numb, I can’t feel you there.
(I’m tired of being what you want me to be)
Still a very cool song. Chester will be missed 😦
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Yes he will. This was the song that got me into the band in the first place. Always a favorite.
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